obsessed and inlove at the same time ? well , i think that's the PERFECT term for a GiRL like me .
I'll tell you the short summary of my story , i'm sorry if i'll be using Tagalog terms or sentences here. I'm having a hard time translating tagalog words or sentences to english. :)
btw , i'm Liana Cruz . some people call me Yana , Lian or Lee .
I moved here in the Philippines last July 8,2009 . I came from Riyadh, K.S.A.
I'm currently here in Tacloban City, Leyte . I'm studying at Liceo del Verbo Divino or Divine Word University. I'm an incoming junior student . I'm already at the age of 14 .
enough about my perso info .
I met him at school . I actually really had a hard time memorizing my classmates' names .
Due to their number . I think we were 45 all in all in our section last school year . I really didn't notice him , until he had his hair cut . How amusing right ?
I really liked his hairstyle that time , because it really looked good on him . I also noticed him because of his mysterious effect and everyting . I think I liked him on October 15, 2009 .
Actually , it was just a PLAiN CRUSH , that time . Nothing more special .
Exactly on December 17,2009 , i bought a SMART sim card so that I could text him .
and on December 18,2009 (our Christmas party) , my bestfriend , Janine Chloe , was with him .
She told him I was having a HUGE CRUSH on him . Then he was like , (in waray dialect) "balit gad?" (in tagalog) "oh?talaga? / di nga?" (in english) "oh?really?" , then my BFF answered YES .
After that Janine went to me and said , (in waray) "Gamita lanai tim smart! meada ada matawag haim!" (in tagalog) "gamitin mo muna kaya smart mo! may tatawag ata sa'yo eh!" (in english) "Use your smart! There maybe someone who'll call you!" . Then she went back outside .
And me, whose so curious , changed my sim card from globe to smart . When I was staring blankly at my phone . I WAS SHOCKED ! Someone's calling . know who ? HiM !! I was really nervous and everything . My hands were shaking and my voice too ! I answered the phone ,
"H-hello?"
"Hello!"
"Where are you?"
"I'm in the classroom , you?"
"Just here outside."
"Ooh."
"Where's Janine?"
I was wondering that time , because I know they were together that time . so I answered ,
"I don't know ."
Then I went outside to look for them , I saw him and Janine . He saw me too . Then he hung up the phone .
After that our Christmas Party started , I was one of the intermission numbers that time .
I sang my favorite song and actually that song was dedicated to him . Angel by Leona Lewis .
After how many days , I dreamt of him . OVER and OVER again . As in , for one week I dreamt of him for 4-5 times . and almost all of my dreams were sweet and everything .
I can’t help but fall in love with that guy . I didn’t want to miss class because of him , I studied hard because of him , I improved in school because of him ! myGawd . He became my inspiration in just 6 months . He did a lot to make me strong and he taught me things even though he doesn’t know anything about it .
February 14,2010 .
My brother , Yousef Clyde , texted him . He said he was Lexie Anne and he also said that he was attending into another school . Then I decided to exchange sim cards with my brother . That time I just bought a new sim card . When he called , I hung up the phone , because I was getting nervous . I’m scared that he might find out that it was me . then he called me again .
This time I answered the phone ..
“hello?”
But I wasn’t saying anything , he just keeps on saying hello .
Then my grandma called me , “Lian! Let’s eat !”
I got really nervous so I hung up the phone again . Then he texted , “are you gay?” , I laughed so hard . I think he heard my brother’s voice .
I replied , “nope , I’m not ! call me again ! “
“I’ll call you next time , when you have your voice already .”
“But I really have a voice , I’m just shy .”
“yea right . I don’t have any load right now , I’m not unlicall . I’ll call next time.”
Our convos continued . He asked me if a have a boyfriend , I said I don’t have one .
Then after that he told me , he doesn’t know how to court a girl . I was shocked and I didn’t believe what he said . HiM , a PLAYBOY ? doesn’t know how to court ? I don’t think so .
“teach me how.”
“you ask her if it’s ok for you to court her.”
“can I court you?”
“whoa . are you asking me?”
“yea, can I?”
“ok.”
“then what’s next?”
“wait for her answer , it depends on the girl if she wants you to be her boyfriend.”
“do you want me to be your boyfriend?”
Of course , any girl who would be asked by her crush will answer yes right ? So I answered yes .
“then what?”
“then your official if she says she wants you to be her boyfriend.”
“really? So are we official?”
“what? U-uh. Ok. Yea.”
So our convo goes on and on . Then at around 6 pm on that same day , he called me .
“what do you wanna ask?”
“nothing , just said that out of nowhere.”
“oh, really? Ok.”
“ei , can you call later? I just have to do something. I’ll just text you.”
“why? Where are you?”
“ I just came from downtown.”
“ah ok. I’ll call you later.”
“bye””bye”
Then after that I changed my clothes immediately. And texted him , “you can call now.”
“what’s your real name again?”
Ohmy , I got nervous again ..
“Lexie Anne Ayonon” I’m a big bad liar . >.<
“oh , what school?”
“ASEAN”
“aaaah. Ok. Cool . hey , I have a wound on my face, I won’t be able to see you now.”
“it’s ok , I understand.”
“where did you get that wound?”
“from basketball .”
“oh, I get it.”
“it hurts, I’m just forcing myself to talk. It’s under my lips that’s why.”
“oh, it’s ok if we hung up. If you can’t endure the pain.”
“ok, let’s talk on text.”
“ok, bbye”
“bye, loveyou!”
“loveyoutoo!”
That time I feel like I was in heaven. CLOUD9 ! haha ! I think I’m going to faint that time. KILIG talaga.
Then one time , I asked him .
“what you doing?”
“watching tv.”
“what’re you watching?”
“PBA.(basketball)”
“ah, so your addicted to basketball?”
“nope, not really. My girlfriend is more important than basketball. You’re more important than basketball.”
AGAIN , I felt that KILIG moment . haha ! what can I say ? I can’t help it !
TO BE CONT.
